This is worth a reblog.
The person you were once so close with. The best of friends, but they changed slowly over time. Drifted away. Day by day. Month by month. Now you two hardly speak to one another. & when you do eventually get to talk to them after the longest time, you have no idea what to talk about. Speechless. Wondering what happened between you too.
That feeling sucks.
Please meet Landon.. his dad Marine LCPL Carpenter made the ultimate sacrifice while serving with the 3/8 in Afghanistan earlier this year.. a month before his son was born. Never forget the price of freedom.
I don’t care what kind of blog I am, or what kind of blog you are, I saw this and it broke my heart, a little boy who will never get to meet his daddy, and daddy who never had the joy and honor of holding his child because he gave his life to keep all of us safe.
As much as I deny it, I still miss you. I can try to hide it, lie to myself all I want, pretend I’m fine, and try to forget you… But at the end of the day, all the lies I told myself won’t do anything—they won’t change the way I feel. Deep down, I know that I still miss you.
The school year is starting, so it’s time to start over . No more drama, No more heartbreaks, No more fake smiles, Nothing . Just shit loads of memories and laughs . No more trying to get close to people, cause they’ll all end up leaving . I’m done with pointless fights, and stupid relationships. It’s time to start fresh, and be me .
A real girl would give you all the reasons why NOT to be with her. For instance, she can be a bitch sometimes, she gets easily jealous when she sees other girls talk to you, she’ll get mad at the little things & make it a big deal, she’ll argue with you on & on about how she hates the way she looks & her weight, she has trust issues & tends to assume the worst, she talks & chills with more guys than girls. But, if you can deal with all that, then you deserve her.
After all the months that have passed, I thought I got over you. I thought you’ve been emptied out of mind, you aren’t the cause of my constant heartaches and you aren’t in the memories that haunt me. I thought I moved on and let go of you but today, I’ve been proved wrong. Whether it was jealousy or something you said, something made me realize that feelings for you were still there; inside me. They were just buried miles under. Whatever proved me wrong, I’m glad it did. I’m happy that something made me realize that I can’t keep running from the truth. I don’t have the guts to say this all to you. I hope you read this.
Giving up shouldn’t even be considered an option for you. I know you well enough to know that you aren’t a person to give up. No matter what the situation is, I know you won’t give up. So, tell me why you are even thinking of giving up now? Tell me why, giving up even came across your mind. I know I don’t know what situation you’re in right now, but still. You always think of ways to solve the most difficult problems. You always give me advice when I need it. But why can’t you just take your own advice now? If I were in your shoes right now, you would be telling me the same thing I’m telling you now, don’t give up. Stop being such a pessimist and look at the situation from another angle. Then, maybe, you might find a solution. Whatever happens, just don’t give up. Because, otherwise, I won’t know you as the person you are and that I’ve come to know.
I don’t think I’ll ever forget, but I’ll always forgive. I can forgive, that’s easy for me, because I know people make mistakes, and sometimes they make it twice. But I won’t ever forget them, why should they be forgotten when they played a significant part in my life. I guess you can say it’s in my nature. I was raised to know that forgiveness gives you a peace of mind, and to never forget, gives you strength. Grow with every mistake, and smile with every success.
Yeah I’m upset about it but I don’t even feel like putting effort anymore. I don’t want to force myself to become close to someone again because that’s not the proper way to rebuild a friendship. Plus it’s pretty awkward when two people obviously don’t click anymore.
I hate the feeling of being an outcast. As if nobody there cares if you’re there or not. The feeling where you feel like you don’t belong or you feel like everyone around you is isolating you purposely and whispering cold things about you. The feeling of being a loser lowers your self-esteem down 100 percent. I’ve witnessed this feeling before, and I don’t ever want to be put into this position again.
Surprisingly, you haven’t talked to me today.
