December 2011
I hate falling for someone.
When you fall for someone, all you think about is them. You worry if they’re talking to someone other than you. You worry if they’ll find someone better. You worry if they’re ignoring you. You worry if they’ll get bored of you and leave one day. You wait for a text or a call from them every day. Most of all, you worry if they lose feelings and the connection you two had.
"You're too old for that"
No. If I want to act like a “little kid” I will. I refuse to let go of my childhood. And by the way, you’re never too old for anything.
Don't get confused between my personality and my attitude. My personality is who I am, my attitude depends on who you are.
“Don’t wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.”
—Mark Victor Hansen (via corona-borealis)
November 2011
I'm still young, I screw up and make mistakes.
You can’t expect me to a perfect person inside out. I’m who am and you have to understand that. I can’t be who you want me to be, I have feelings and a mind of my own too. I can understand what’s right from wrong. Let me choose my own life and let my live my own ways.
Those talks,
You remember when you & someone first started talking? They’re always hitting you up with so much to say, they start the conversation, they help keep it going, you can tell they’re happy cause you guys are talking, when you say you gotta go they don’t want you to leave so you stay a little longer just for them? Then later on, the replies become dull, the replies come slower, sometimes there isn’t a reply at all. Happens with almost everyone it seems like.
When someone can make you smile without even trying.
”I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.”
The only words that truly hurt me are the ones that come from the people I care the most.
I know I ain't the best, but I tried my best.
Don't even think that you're not good enough for someone.
You are. It just so seems that there are tons of other prettier girls than you. But what makes you think that their personality are going to be the same as yours? They might be pretty as hell and guys would want that, but some guys look for personality as well. So you are pretty much good enough for that someone.
The littlest things can ruin my day.
Whether it’s a text, words said by someone or just a simple view of something. The littlest things can alter my mood, so depending on the different things that happen during my day and the different people I encounter, my mood can change from happy to sad, sad to mad, mad to happy or any other emotions I might have within seconds. Sometimes I think if I cared a little less, my days would go by easier.
I’m a shy person.
When you first meet me, our conversation is going to be awkward because I would have absolutely nothing to say to you. It’s even worse when you’re attractive. But if you give me time, I’ll probaby get comfortable around you. And then I’ll start talking so much that it’ll annoy you.
Stop publicizing things you don't want to get judged on.
Of course you will get judged on based on anything you out out in the public but learn how to limit certain things you say or do because there’s an extent to publicizing your business and keeping things to yourself.
Letting go
Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn’t mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for him/her. But the memories will always be there whether it’s good or bad. Because every time you remember those memories, it will always put a smile in your heart. And be glad that at one point in your life, this person made you happy.
