For the first time ever, Britney and I didn’t trick or treat in our neighbourhood; Port Royal area. We went trick or treating with 13 people at Kennedy, David Lewis and Terry Fox! Even though we didn’t get as much candy, I had a blast! Once we left Mel and Em’s house, this little boy wearing a mask was walking down the street. I screamed. Embarrassing. The whole night everyone was just running across streets and up to the doors of lit houses. We were so loud. The singing, the screaming. I got so scared when we were walking through the park and down the dark alleyway. I held on to Carmelia. She kept trying to scare me by telling me there are ghosts. She’s so stupid! In the end, we ended up at McDonalds. Everyone got free coffee! I had an amazing Halloween with you guys; Thomas, Brandon, Dan, Em, Mel, Wiane, Leanna, Carmelia, Britney, Joy, Elizabeth, Siwen, Bonnie!
I should have tried out for the horse show even though I didn’t have enough practice. Man, I’m so disappointed. Oh well, there’s always next year. Went to Scarborough Town Centre at 3:30 AM with Britney. We met up with Sabrina and Jeanie and went to Baskin Robins to buy Ying a cake. We got her a cookies n’ cream cake that said Happy Birthday Ying on it. We met up with Wiane after we bought the cake. Basically, we just walked around the whole mall until 6:30 where everyone met up at Jack Astors for Ying’s birthday dinner. On the way to Jack Astors, we had to cross the street where cars come off the highway. I was running and I tripped because the sewer was sticking out of the ground. I tripped and slid on the pavement and rolled a bit in the end. I lay there for a couple of seconds. As I was getting up, a car coming off the highway honked at me. I swear, that is the most embarrassing thing I ever did in my life. Never again. Everyone laughed and it was a story that was worth telling over dinner. At Jack Astors, I ordered a kids meal. Sirloin steak and fries. It was cheap and delicious! Leanna called me a 12 year old and for that, I picked up a straw, filled it with water and spat it at her face! It was hilarious! Ying cut the cake we got her. We gave her her present; grey jansport bag. At the end of the meal, Mel and I ordered 5 brownies just because they were 97 cents for each one! Damn, we looked fat! I had a blast yesterday! Happy early birthday Ying! I hope we made it a memorable day for you.
I miss you a lot. I remember when we used to talk everyday. You would make up an excuse just to talk to me. I was really into you.. Yeah. Then that’s when I found out you were using me to get over some girl you used to be into. I mean, remember all those things you said to me? You’re full of shit. Like seriously.
but I actually spend the time sitting here and listen to your problem because I care for you.
I don’t want you to go. You’ve changed my life. I don’t wanna let go of the person I truly care about. You mean the world to me. Even though our conversation isn’t the same anymore, it’s better than not talking to you at all. We may treat each other like strangers, but in my heart, you’re my one and only.
but why am I worrying? Why can’t I, just for once, enjoy these moments that are happening around me, instead of worrying? I always worry that one day this will all stop, and not be there; which is true, they don’t last. My problem is that I need to stop worrying about it not lasting, and just enjoy every single second of it, cherish everything because at the end, they will end up as memories no matter what.