November 2011
The first to apologize is the bravest. The first to forgive is the strongest. The first to forget is the happiest.
Trick or Treating.
For the first time ever, Britney and I didn’t trick or treat in our neighbourhood; Port Royal area. We went trick or treating with 13 people at Kennedy, David Lewis and Terry Fox! Even though we didn’t get as much candy, I had a blast! Once we left Mel and Em’s house, this little boy wearing a mask was walking down the street. I screamed. Embarrassing. The whole night everyone was just running across streets and up to the doors of lit houses. We were so loud. The singing, the screaming. I got so scared when we were walking through the park and down the dark alleyway. I held on to Carmelia. She kept trying to scare me by telling me there are ghosts. She’s so stupid! In the end, we ended up at McDonalds. Everyone got free coffee! I had an amazing Halloween with you guys; Thomas, Brandon, Dan, Em, Mel, Wiane, Leanna, Carmelia, Britney, Joy, Elizabeth, Siwen, Bonnie!
Happy early birthday Ying!
I should have tried out for the horse show even though I didn’t have enough practice. Man, I’m so disappointed. Oh well, there’s always next year. Went to Scarborough Town Centre at 3:30 AM with Britney. We met up with Sabrina and Jeanie and went to Baskin Robins to buy Ying a cake. We got her a cookies n’ cream cake that said Happy Birthday Ying on it. We met up with Wiane after we bought the cake. Basically, we just walked around the whole mall until 6:30 where everyone met up at Jack Astors for Ying’s birthday dinner. On the way to Jack Astors, we had to cross the street where cars come off the highway. I was running and I tripped because the sewer was sticking out of the ground. I tripped and slid on the pavement and rolled a bit in the end. I lay there for a couple of seconds. As I was getting up, a car coming off the highway honked at me. I swear, that is the most embarrassing thing I ever did in my life. Never again. Everyone laughed and it was a story that was worth telling over dinner. At Jack Astors, I ordered a kids meal. Sirloin steak and fries. It was cheap and delicious! Leanna called me a 12 year old and for that, I picked up a straw, filled it with water and spat it at her face! It was hilarious! Ying cut the cake we got her. We gave her her present; grey jansport bag. At the end of the meal, Mel and I ordered 5 brownies just because they were 97 cents for each one! Damn, we looked fat! I had a blast yesterday! Happy early birthday Ying! I hope we made it a memorable day for you.
October 2011
Still Single
Logan Chapman
I never thought I would be standing here
Looking for love after all these years
Maybe I don’t belong
And it seems like everytime I try
I’m wasting my whole life
Something that isn’t knownBut love is on my mind
I’ll find it one day
I will, I will, I will
But until that day arrives I’ll be okay
I will, I will, I willWish I could meet somebody who was worth my time
I’m so anti love someone change my mind, but no
I’m still single oh, I’m still single oh
Wish I could meet somebody that could take me away
I still never seen a star in the middle of the day, but no
I’m still single oh, I’m still single ohMaybe I should back up and take things slow
Can’t go rushing into things no more
It never seems to work. No. no
And now, looking at all of my mistakes
And all the hearts that I would break
I could be in so much dirt
Now everytime I meet a girl I put my heart on alertBut love is on my mind
I’ll find it one day
I will, I will, I will
But until that day arrives I’ll be okay
I will, I will, I willWish I could meet somebody that was worth my time
I’m so anti love someone change my mind, but no
I’m still single oh, I’m still single oh
Wish I could meet somebody that could take me away
I still never seen a star in the middle of the day, but no
I’m still single oh, I’m still single oh
Girl if I ever find you
I’ll give everything I have
Give you roses just to do it
Extra kisses when you’re sad
Cuz girl I need love
And you need love
Everybody need love
Shawty where you at
where you at where you at
Shawty where you at
where you at where you at, girlShawty where you at girl
But love is on my mind
I’ll find it one day
I don’t wanna be single, singleWish I could meet somebody that was worth my time
I’m so anti love someone change my mind, but no
I’m still single oh, I’m still single oh
Wish I could meet somebody that could take me away
I still never seen a star in the middle of the day, but no
I’m still single oh, I’m still single oh
Dear You,
I miss you a lot. I remember when we used to talk everyday. You would make up an excuse just to talk to me. I was really into you.. Yeah. Then that’s when I found out you were using me to get over some girl you used to be into. I mean, remember all those things you said to me? You’re full of shit. Like seriously.
I'm sorry if I didn't give you any good advices,
but I actually spend the time sitting here and listen to your problem because I care for you.
Just stay in my life
I don’t want you to go. You’ve changed my life. I don’t wanna let go of the person I truly care about. You mean the world to me. Even though our conversation isn’t the same anymore, it’s better than not talking to you at all. We may treat each other like strangers, but in my heart, you’re my one and only.
Everything is going so well right now
but why am I worrying? Why can’t I, just for once, enjoy these moments that are happening around me, instead of worrying? I always worry that one day this will all stop, and not be there; which is true, they don’t last. My problem is that I need to stop worrying about it not lasting, and just enjoy every single second of it, cherish everything because at the end, they will end up as memories no matter what.
How To Love
Lomaticc
OMFG. MUST DOWNLOAD THIS…. in some way
Lyrics:
nananana
(how to love)
nananana
(how to love yeah)
So you’re into all your books
and you play your part,
always good to your heart,
but you never figured out how to love
nananana
(how to love)
nananana
(how to love, yeah)
you wish you had a moment
that you coulda last forever,
my specialty is puzzles
lemme put you back together how to love
nananana
(how to love)
nananana
(how to love, yeah)
what you doin’ there,
quiet girl,
pencil to the paper
drawing islands, girl,
visioning escaping to a
violet world i’ll take you there
smiling to your self
i see thru your disguise,
whats with all these hearts
without a name inside,
whats with all these hearts
without a name inside
just put mine there.. oh oh cuz,
brrrrr bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
who am i, hey
bad boy strumming on the guitar
and on the mic, hey
i dont have a cape
but i can surely save your life, hey
baby lets do it right now… singing,
can you feel the love tonight
i haven’t see you frikkin’ crack
a smile in a while hey
it’s time for me to set things
right
so you’re into all your books
and you play your part
always good to your heart
but you never figured out how to love
nananana~
(how to love)
nananana~
(how to love, yeah)
you wish you had moment
that coulda last forever
my specialty is puzzles
lemme put you back together how to love
nananana~
(how to love)
nananana~
(how to love, yeah)
girl i know, (girl i know)
you are afraid (you are afraid),
but i dont care and i wont stop
until you realize what you mean to me
so let me have, just one more chance,
im no the man i used to be
use to be(how to love, yeah)
so you’re into all your books
and you play your part,
always good to your heart,
but you never figured out how to love
nananana~
(how to love)
nananana~
(how to love, yeah)
you wish you had a moment
that coulda last forever
my specialty is puzzles
lemme put you back together how to love
nananana~
(how to love)
nananana
(how to love, yeah)smoooth
“We do not receive wisdom, we must discover it for ourselves, after a journey through the wilderness which no one else can make for us, which no one can spare us, for our wisdom is the point of view from which we come at last to regard the world. The lives that you admire, the attitudes that seem noble to you, have not been shaped by a paterfamilias or a schoolmaster, they have sprung from very different beginnings, having been influenced by evil or commonplace that prevailed ‘round them. They represent a struggle and a victory.”
—Marcel Proust (via troubled)
“Promise me you’ll always remember: You’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.”
—A. A. Milne (via anayaland)
I Promise You
Frankie J
Frankie J | This I Promise You
“Don’t worry anymore cause this is no ordinary love.”
Photo Courtesy of: johnnylace
I hate those "we were almost there" type of shit. →
jayemell.tumblr.com
I hate it when I meet someone and we’re actually gaining feelings for each other and its actually something, but some shit has to happen and everything between us falls apart. Then as time moves on, time from time you wonder about the “what if’s” and the things you
could have…
